My Perplex Reflections

I don't wanna fool around and neither do I wanna be fooled by anyone...
I don't wish to toy around and neither do I wanna be toyed with...
I don't wanna be hurt and neither do I wanna hurt anyone...

Where shall I begin?
How do I begin?
Whom shall I begin with?
Why must I begin?

I am loved but it's hard for me to love... =(