Ok alrite...my past few posts have a happy, fun tinge to it...as for today, it takes on the direct opposite...sigh...bad start to a new working year...I woke up feeling fine this morning actually...not enuf sleep but i did get thru....it's the ppl at work tat literally draws out my blood...
We have a new holding site for the school...an old dilapidated site to be exact...so as u can imagine, the amount of dirt n dust such a place can accumulate....juz need to open the windows, leave it for 2 hours and the entire tabletop can turn from white to grey...ain't no kidding...unfortunately, one of my 5 labs got its water supply cut off due to a massive leakage...as such, my assistants couldnt do their usual cleaning...i ain't stupid to be juz sitting ard n doing nothing abt it...i aint tat kind of worker...so i've reported the matter to higher management for further action...i have no authority in this...
It so happen tat my colleague, dunno why of all days, chose to swipe his paws on one of the lab benches and yelled "HOW COME SO DIRTY!?!?!?!" He marched straight to my assistant and told her off...*cue for politics to come in tis moment...after a few exchange of words (I dunno wat verbal exchange they had), my assistant came to me n yelled...'HOW COME NO WATER?' 'HOW TO CLEAN LIKE TAT?' 'GOT TELL OFFICE OR NOT?'
Seriously, i've told her for like a gazillion times already tat office has been informed n awaiting action...argh!~ today i almost exploded with Mt. Krakatoa...boil! boil! boil!~ but before i exploded, i think twice...i have two choices now...1st, pull in my authorative power, yelled back at her n ruin everything or i can exercise more patience.....i chose the latter of coz....24 yrs of age does come with wisdom...i took the time to let her finish her yelling then only i explain....but sigh...in doing so, i sacrificed myself...of coz it's good to maintain good relationship but always one party bear the brunt of it n get hurt along the way...sigh in this case, it's me lah....my day was like 40% ruined thks to u-noe-who-has-the-itchy-paws...grrrr....my head started to ache thinking of this...urgh!~
The next blow came from some mindless creature who educates the future generation...such aliens should be eradicated at once sia! This Asshole asked for an experimental equipment....so i gave it to him....he tried it out n it didnt work...coz why? he did it wrongly...stupid aint it...n he ended up pulling such a long black face....honestly, i could have juz walked away....but i didn't...i chose to stay n try to rectify matters...but no...this freaking idiot kept insisting i didnt do my job in maintaining my lab equipment....i was like 'WHAT THE FUCK?!~" again i composed myself and tried to explain things...wanted to show him the proper way of using the equipment...but hell he didnt wanna listen to any of it...gimme such a charcoal black face stretched for miles...Pls for God's sake, be like any other human, add a little thought and kindness and i swear i'd go all out to render my service...but u screwed things up urself...so take it or leave it...he left in a huff...grumbling n mumbling away (i hope he didnt go to Boss...if not, i'm so dead meat)...see how cruel the working world is!~ If not for the $$$, i ain't gonna give a damn shit abt it!~
I almost lost my mind and composure working with all these ppl...argh!~ Shit to them fuckers! Gave tuition but i couldnt give my concentration....i was already worn out...skive a little n quickly wrapped up...the journey home was torturous i swear...so tempted to hail a cab but nah...aint got much to spare...the back started to ache, the head throbbed, the limbs weak, the knees jellied, lost my appetite....intending to jog when i reached home....but smth else came up...gotta finish up the letter of agreement for the divorcement...another pile of shit...almost scopped out my brain matter trying to phrase the words in proper structure sounding politically correct...but managed to finish it though...Thanks Dear! Then the rain had to come pouring down when i finished the letter...heck! there goes my jogging...again...sigh tmw, meeting up with the girls n baby...3 birthdays at one go....i'm gonna be so a broke ass after tmw...
ARGH!~ such a negative start to 2007...workwise tat is...i need more time to rest n recuperate...juz popped 2 panadol and guzzled 3 cups of coffee (i dunno how i am gonna sleep later)...I hope tmw will be better for tmw's a new day...a new beginning....
Before i end this entry, here's a little phrase:
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation that you ever had.
Dear, you are one such friend....
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