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I'm not exactly the newest around...but I'm not the best person either...
I knew too little stuff yet expected to perform so much...
I would love to learn but time is just not on my side...

It hurts personally when I can't deliver...not because of incompetency, but just that I haven't got much exposure...true to the saying that one must learn the hard way, but I'm really banging the head on the walls...facing superiors and seniors...I would love to shine of course but it's not within my capacity...

Ok I should quit whining...and start doing something...

Amor, love u....i noe it's nothing but it's smth...U're nv far for me... =)