Mindless....

There's juz one too many things in my head right now....I dunno where to begin but I do know I need to sort them out....It seems I have lost track a bit...deviated from my goals....I can't seem to prioritise as of late, everything's like important to me....

Changes happening all around...change in weather, change in plans, change in behaviour, change in thinking...paradigmatic shift....as they say, we plan, God decides...true? I believe so...I think that's why we are made to adapt...I can't imagine if we remained rigid...I'd have drop dead and died long time back....

Maybe it's juz my acute sensitivity...or is it juz plain to see? I sense joy, happiness, smiles, laughter...ringing melodiously in my ears....but somewhere...unhappiness, sorrow, misery, loneliness lurks...throbbing steadily....I dun wanna hear it....I want to change for the better...for the good...for the benefit of everyone...at most, compromising....chase away the misery...wash away the tears...abolish the hate...exile the loneliness...

See what I mean by having too many things in my head?....I dun even know what my real point is...hahahaha...my only hope is for things to get better...for me...for everyone...for all...