Sunday, August 26, 2007

Bewildered!~

I know i'm not perfect...i'm not blessed with the good genes....neither looks nor a full head of hair or a fat saggy body and tummy or less than manly characters....or watever....but juz wanna say it, in general, if any strangers find my physical qualities disgusting and an insult, pls do not even approach me...do urself and myself a kind favour by staying as far as possible....i dun want to bring u shame for no reason...i dun wish to be blamed and insulted if anything unfavourable happens....the choice is urs....

I can do nothing abt it...I do what i can to improve or change....oh well, this is me....love me or hate me....i can't change myself to please everyone....i onli change to please myself....wat good is a change if oneself is not happy with it?

Sometimes, we really have no control over certain things in life....dick size, hair pattern, facial features, eye placement, height variable, personality etc...

I have no control if i dun have much hair atop my head...i can't help it if i'm not good looking....i can't help it if i dun have hanging testicles....i can't help it if i dun have a horse hung dick.....(I'm juz stating some examples out of pique).......it's in my genes...so tell me whom i should point my finger to blame? my dead father and mother? Tell them to change me? Reprimand them? go for gene therapy? alter my DNA?

I may feel lacking at some point of time but it's juz natural...i'm coping with it....Really thank god that i have quite a high level of tolerance and threshold...juz tat i'm onli human...i still have feelings and i do get pissed sometimes....need to let go la...if not, i'll explode like a bomb....

Surprisingly, i took several personality tests and yes i am a hot tempered person by nature and prone to stress...hahahaha....be warned...so far, i've been the opposite...onli a selected few have seen the ugly side of me...i dunno if tat's good or bad but hell yea i dun give a damn...This is me and i'm here to stay!

So still wanna know me? =)


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