Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Things are happening and yet...

I dunno what's going on until someone kind enuf to give me a breakdown on the details...it doesnt come as a big shocker but somehow it does sadden me to a certain extent. It's all in a mess...As a guy, I need to take control but I dunno how can I do so...things seem to go in an undesired direction and I need to redirect the flow quickly before the course is irreversible and matters go out of hand. For me to be able to do so, I have to manke many countless sacrifices on my part but knowing myself, I juz can't let go of some things which I hold dear. I'm not prepared to sacrifice my time and effort...Thoughts of fleecing away played thru my mind for a gazillion times already but it'll be irresponsibility on my part...I need to head the ship and steer it back to its proper course of sail...the big question is, am I ready to do so? Am i strong enuf to do so? Time & money aren't in my favour...How did things go this way? I thought we are strong but in actual fact, we crumbled at the faintest of breeze....

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