Thursday, March 4, 2010

I Don't Want To Know

Gave you the best
Best years of my life and I
Gave you a man
Who stood by your side
Through all your ups and downs
Your rights and all your wrongs
And God knows there were wrongs
I should've been long gone, but when I
Made you that promise
For better or worse I said I'd
Stand by your side
I swallowed my pride
And now you're asking me to understand
And I'm telling you I can't
Why should I care about your feelings
When you don't give a damn about mine

And I don't want to know
I couldn't care less about your feelings
Don't you know
You should've cared about mine
And I don't want to know
It really doesn't matter why you're leavin'
You should know
You're really throwin' away your life
And I won't sympathize
You've hurt me for the last time
Got no more tears to cry

Gave you three hearts
One boy and one girl and a
Man who loves you
We're sittin' here falling apart
All through your ins and outs
Your fears and all your doubts
And God knows there's been doubts
But we've given you a home, and you're just
Throwing it away baby
All for some boy born yesterday
And what about your children
There is nothing to explain
But still you're asking us to understand
Well I'm telling you we can't
Why should we care about your reasons
When you're walking right out of our lives


Say goodbye
To all the love and memories
One last time, one good look at all the love
That won't be in your life
Say goodbye
I hope that you'll be happy
Don't look back, 'cuz it'll be too late
I've gone with my life

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Sigh

Love is not meant to be understood...because no one ever did...

And if you can't handle it, don't even start it!

Friday, February 19, 2010

A brief update...

Two months into 2010 and so many things happened, still happening and going to happen...

Tumultuous?
Yes...
Exciting?
Yes...
Stressful?
No doubt...
Rocking my socks off?
Hell Yeah!

Assignments piled...cleared some...damn happy!
Personal and friendship matters...ever ongoing...nothing new
Phuket at the end of the month!!! Woohoo!!!
Long overdue...damn long overdue...
For now, I'm good...I've God to thank for that....

Ms Rozi, hang in there with the craziness from u-noe-who at u-noe-where...clear my desk ah...I'm coming back =)

Brother, I got your back...anytime!

I'm still loving all those whom I always love...

Till then, adios!!!

MUACKZ!~

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Luahan hati di sepertiga malam...

Kerunsingan benak merumitkan keadaan...
Ketenteraman jiwa hilang entah ke mana...
Akal fikiran ditolak tepi...
Halwa pendengaran ditulikan...
Penglihatan pula dikaburkan...


Ku mengorak langkah, bukan kehadapan...
tetapi mengundur untuk memberi kebebasan...
Bukan beribu batu ku menghilang...
Hanya sekadar setapak sahaja...

Just call my name....and I'll be there....


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Insanity sets in...

I must be crazy...
I must be stupid...
I must be out of my mind...

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Hurt & Pain

It hurts me just as much to see you in pain...

Monday, January 25, 2010

Disturbia....

It scares me sometimes knowing what people are doing...to a point of me finding it bizarre...
I shall not divulge any details but it really disturbs me...
As much as possible, I will block out these thoughts and try to focus on more important tasks at hand...
It's not my concern directly but I am somehow affected...chills me to the bones...